Chapter 1I Will Never Leave You Behind
In early April.
I just moved up to the second year of high school.
Spring in the countryside is very peaceful. After all, in the countryside, busy events are often based on the calendar. At that time, the atmosphere is very relaxed.
After school, in the corner of the classroom, several girls were talking happily.
"Hey, did you see Himari-san's post this morning? It's really cool, right?"
"I think so too. It's so cute." Both of them were looking at their smartphones.
They were talking about an Instagram post Himari uploaded that morning. She took the photo at a cafe along No.10 Street during spring break.
Sitting on the cool wooden terrace, Himari held a fresh ice cream that was perfect for summer. On both of her ears, she wore earrings decorated with preserved lily of the valley flowers.
Himari's ocean blue eyes looked captivating behind her large sunglasses. Behind her, the view of the blue Hirogata sea spread out.
This week, the temperature is rising rapidly. Instagram posts that evoke the feeling of summer seem to be especially prominent.
Since enrolling high school, Himari started uploading on Instagram. With good original quality, it is surprising that in less than a year, she has more than 50,000 followers. In her hometown, she is already famous. Every time she uploads a new post, you can see a lively scene of teenage girls gathering and joking around.
Even when going to AEON shopping mall after school, you often meet female students from other schools who are also talking about it in the food court. It's really like being in the countryside. There is really little entertainment here.
Next to my seat...
That day, Himari looked relaxed putting her textbooks into her bag. She always had a special aura. It was amazing how the old-fashioned school uniform in this small town looked like the latest brand of clothing when she wore it.
In these two years, Himari's height had increased slightly. Especially her legs that looked long, giving her a stunning posture, often attracting the attention of male students. Her face now also looked more charming. Her beautiful thin lips shone with pale lip gloss, and every time Himari licked her lips, the surrounding atmosphere became tense.
Himari's beautiful hair that used to flow down has now... ...been cut very boldly. But her short, messy bob hairstyle naturally suits the humorous Himari very well.
Only Himari's ocean blue eyes remained the same and unchanged. They're almond-shaped, very large... ...and still as alluring as ever.
The beautiful, fashionable girl from two years ago now looks more mature, but Himari's innocent nature is more apparent than ever. This really shows Himari's true character of playing around.
The two female classmates approached Himari's table and talked to her.
"What store is this?"
"If you follow No.10 Street towards the town, you should be able to find it easily. This ice cream is a limited menu until spring, right?"
"Then, these earrings? Can they be bought in A*ON?"
"They were special orders, so they might not be sold in stores."
"Oh, that's cool. I want it too."
Then Himari gave them a business card.
Simply written "YOU", it is the work of a flower accessory creator.
"You can buy them online. Order from the site that is in the QR code on this business card. If you enter this code, shipping is free. It can be used multiple times, even for a single item."
"Really? Thank you!"
That's how the conversation went, and Himari was invited to hang out after school.
They want to go to karaoke. Actually, in this town, popular places to hang out after school are A*ON, karaoke, or S*shiro.
It seemed like a lot of people were going to join in. Some of them were students who were meeting for the first time after the class change. They probably wanted to include Himari in their group.
...The prestige of being a daughter of a respected family in this city remains in high school.
In fact, it may be bigger than two years ago. The regional development project managed by Himari's second big bro who works in the city office has been running smoothly. The toll road project that has been long awaited finally opened. With this, it became easier to move to neighboring prefectures, and the Inuzuka family's reputation increased greatly.
Receiving an invitation filled with 120% good intentions and 120% self-interest, Himari smiled sweetly and said, "Hmm, what should I do?"
Feeling as if her gaze was on me, I said, "I lifted my bag onto my shoulder," and got up from my seat.
Without greeting anyone, I left the classroom. In the corridor, many students who had just finished school were busy passing by. Some of them were wearing sports uniforms heading to club activities.
I came to the Science Lab which was in another building. I opened the door with the key borrowed from the teacher's office. There were six tables with a capacity of six people per table. I put my bag on the front table near the window.
At the back of the lab, there was a large steel shelf.
I opened the sliding door of the bottom of the steel shelf on the right. There were some LED plant lights inside, a great tool that allows us to grow plants indoors without worrying about pests.
Winter flowers are already in bloom.
There are now new spring seedlings and plants being planted. Amaryllis, Lavenders, Dianthus, and Marigolds...
I took photos of each plant to record its progress. After changing the water, the Gardening Club's work was done.
Now, it's time for my personal activities.
I closed and locked the sliding door that housed the LED plant lights, then opened the sliding door above it and took out two cardboard boxes.
I opened one of the boxes and it was full of airtight containers bought from the convenience store. I took one out and checked its contents.
Many desiccants and flower petals are removed from the solution, which are preserved flowers, namely pansy petals.
I checked the color of the petals. The bright yellow now has a slightly deeper tone. There is a nice vintage touch. There is no sign of the petals deteriorating. Now it's just a matter of seeing how dry they are...
"Okay..."
I opened another cardboard box.
Here, there are the tools that I keep together. From the toolbox, I take out tweezers. Wearing plastic gloves, I open the lid of the airtight container.
With tweezers, I picked up a pansy petal.
"...It seems good, huh?"
Yeah, it looks good.
Actually, it's really nice. I was a little worried because the petals are thin and might fall off.
First of all, I have to store it carefully... ...It would be a shame if the petals fall off.
"Okay, now is the real stage." I prepared the work desk loop.
Using a loop, I started processing the flower accessories.
(TL Note: Loop is a magnifying glass)
The first step is to insert the petals into the ring.
This is the step that requires the most attention.
The petals must not be damaged, and the appearance is also important.
Carefully, I completed this step and quickly glued it together.
Angles, looks, power... ...okay.
Next is the earring base. I shaped it with wire and metal rod. Since the pansies are yellow, I used a cool blue metal to make them stand out.
Finally, I combined the base with the ring that had the pansy inserted. This time, I arranged the direction of the pansy so that it faces forward when worn. It looks like the pansy is blooming from the ear.
With the soldering iron turned on, I soldered the base part to the ring part. If there was a mistake here, all the previous work would be in vain. If the tip of the soldering iron even touched the flower, the flower would burn instantly.
In the quiet Science Lab.
From a distance, I could hear the music of the wind instrument club practicing. The serenity felt comfortable. Perhaps the feeling was similar to that of an Edo period samurai about to duel.
...It's time to fight.
(TL Note: Solder or tenol is a metal alloy that melts easily, which is used as a filler metal to connect two metal materials. In the soldering process, solder is melted so that it can be applied to the joint that will be bonded after the solder cools and solidifies.)
I held the tip of the soldering iron to the part to be joined and soldered it, touched it briefly, then let go... ....It felt a little weak. Not perfect in one try. Second try... ...the solder ball was a little big, but that's okay. It doesn't affect the appearance of the flower.
Finally, I applied a patina to prevent corrosion and to color the soldered parts. This will help to disguise minor discoloration.
One side is done. I checked it under the workbench light.
"...Okay."
I wiped the sweat from my forehead.
The feeling of having an accessory done is always so good, no matter how many times I experience it. It feels like being in a world of my own, isolated from the rest of the world.
Anyway, I like this me time.
Big Sis said that I was too introverted, but that was my innate nature. I am a creator. In solitude, I can face myself...
"Wow, this time it turned out to be cute too."
"...Huh!?"
My peace was suddenly disturbed.
Two slender arms suddenly appeared in front of me, wrapping around and hugging my neck from behind.
It was Himari. She put her arms around my neck and looked at the accessory I made over my shoulder.
"Hehe, surprised, huh?"
Her head tilted slightly, the tips of her soft hair tickling my cheek. Her ocean blue eyes stared at me intensely.
The choker with the Edelweiss flower pattern that she had been wearing since middle school sparkled slightly.
"Himari, don't suddenly hug me while I'm using the soldering iron. Besides, since when were you here?"
"About an hour ago. You were too focused to not notice me here."
Himari's hand turned off the soldering iron.
"Now it's time to hang out with me," she whispered softly in my ear.
"You're idiot, Yuu."
"Hey, I still have one more thing to finish..."
"I've had my fill of Yuu's sparkling eyes today, so just close the shop. Try to cheer up your friend," she said teasingly.
"Okay, okay, but don't whisper in my ear..."
Himari took a drink from the Y*guruppe carton. She then took another one out of her skirt pocket and put the straw in my mouth. I drank it gratefully.
Oh, refreshing. Because I was too focused on work, my throat was very dry. ...To be honest, I prefer Pocari over these kinda drinks.
"Himari, weren't you invited to karaoke earlier?"
"Hmm? I refuse."
"Too bad, they kindly invited you. There are also classmates you are meeting for the first time, you should have fun with them."
"Well, maybe. But I think Yuu will be jealous."
"I'm not jealous. Don't make up your own story." Himari smiled sweetly to me.
It was like she wanted to say, "I'm beautiful and you're lucky to have time alone with me. You should appreciate it more or I'll be mad."
Sure, she's really pretty, but sometimes her attitude is a bit pushy.
"Even so, you looked at me with such passion earlier."
"I just remember the Middle School Cultural Festival. Your hair was long back then, right?"
"Oh, you're taller now too. Wasn't I taller than you before?"
"..."
We stood up to compare heights, and Himari jumped up and down with a scream of joy. It wasn't that Himari wasn't growing, but that I was growing too fast.
When I looked at the clock, it was already past 5 p.m.
"Seriously, can you let go of me?"
"No way, your back is my special place."
"Here, yeah..."
Well, actually I'm used to it.
"Indeed, I am less productive during the workday. It is easier if I can work from home."
"The cat in your house is messing up your flower works again?"
"Yeah, the cat always finds its place even though I've moved them."
"Hahaha, why don't you work at my house? There's an empty room, it can be used as a workshop."
"No way. Your big bro always treat us an expensive sushi."
Getting a warm welcome from the whole family sometimes makes me feel uncomfortable. I thought rich families in the countryside were stricter and scarier.
"Lately, I haven't had enough time for the flowers."
"Why don't you just buy them in the store?"
"But I want to offer something that I am proud of myself."
"Hmm... ...that's right."
Hey, why do you look so happy?
Even though I've known Himari for a long time, I'm still confused about what makes her happy. Besides, I didn't expect us to still be best friends after two years. Himari has a lot of friends, and I thought she would get bored with me quickly.
"Despite all that, it was thanks to Himari's Instagram."
The 'YOU' introduced by Himari is actually mine.
Her Instagram is not just a hobby, but she promotes my handmade flower accessories.
In every Instagram post, Himari always wears my handmade flower accessories. She introduces the sales site on her account, and interested people can order. A strategy to raise funds and promote flower accessories at the same time.
During middle school, we tried various ways. Visiting bazaars around, uploading the making process on YouTube... ...It turned out that the combination of "beautiful girl x flower accessories" was the most effective.
"By the way, what about the entertainment agency that contacted you a while ago?"
"Oh, I turned down their offer because I wanted to stay in this town during high school."
"Really? What a pity."
"Haha. If I accept it, I won't have time to promote your flower accessories anymore."
"They said they wanted to come to this countryside to meet you."
"Well, if my beauty is recognized all over the world, there will definitely be problems. Just imagine, there is an oil tycoon who falls in love with me and proposes to me. There will definitely be a big war for me."
"Where do you get that much confidence? No one worries about things like that."
While looking at my work, Himari sipped her drink happily.
Himari immediately folded the two boxed drinks in my hands while saying "When you're done drinking, please give them to me," and put them in her pocket.
"Hey, we are really tied by fate. So, if you don't get married, I have to take responsibility. What about your parents? They must be disappointed."
"Stop joking around. Ever since you said that, your big bro started calling me 'little bro-in-law'. It's really annoying."
"Why not? Just be his 'little bro-in-law'."
"No way. You're already hard to deal with, what about your equally extroverted big bro? I can't take it."
"Don't worry. Our house is very big. We can live together as three families and still have privacy."
"Why are you casually imagining us living with your big bros?"
I was really scared if that happened. Just imagine, being surrounded by two people with the same DNA as Himari all day? That would be a nightmare.
"If you don't like it, why don't you date first? You've been in high school for a year, surely there's a girl you like?"
"Actually, that's..."
"What? Still can't forget your first love?"
"Hey, it's not like that. I haven't found anyone who gives off the same impression as her."
"Impression? Oh, you're talking about the girl you helped at the zoo when she got lost, right?"
"Yeah. At that time, we saw beautiful hibiscus flowers together. She was wearing a white dress, looking shy and cute. She was also lost and kept holding my sleeve, it was really adorable."
Himari fell silent and stared at my face intensely. Then with a serious expression, she touched my cheek with her fingers.
"Actually, I've wanted to say it for a long time," Himari said.
"What?" I asked with a confused expression.
Himari smiled sarcastically. "Could that girl be just a figment of your strange fantasies, Yuu?"
"I will kill you!"
"Or maybe, you like flowers so much that you hallucinate?"
"What's the difference between strange fantasies and hallucinations?"
"You do have a dreamy nature, and that's one of your charms, Yuu. But maybe it's time to start paying attention to girls in the real world."
"Why? I feel fine like this."
"But what if you meet your first love again and you're still a virgin? That would be embarrassing, wouldn't it?"
Her words really pierced my heart. I accidentally dropped the equipment I was collecting.
"That's not the important thing! I don't really want to see her again!"
"Hmm, you don't try to hide your status as a virgin. I like that about you."
"Besides, since you're always holding my hand at school, people must think I have a girlfriend!"
I protested with all my might.
But Himari just laughed while covering her mouth and patted my chest lightly.
"Eh? But I often have boyfriends, you know. Maybe Yuu is lacking pheromones? Don't blame me."
"Those boys you rejected are spreading weird rumors, you know? Why are there false rumors that I stole you from your boyfriend?"
"Is that probably because I always talk about you in front of my boyfriend?"
"I'm serious, stop! I don't even know where else the fake news 'landmines' are scattered in school!"
"To be honest, I don't really like my boyfriend."
"Then why are you dating him?"
"Hmm? Maybe just to fill in the free time?"
"Seriously, your attitude really frustrates me."
"Hahaha. I still don't really understand the feeling of love, though."
Two years have passed since the Cultural Festival in middle school. In terms of love, the two of us are still the same as before.
"Even if it stays like this, I'll be in trouble if no one wants to marry me when I'm 30."
"Are you serious about not planning to get married before the opening of our own shop?"
"I actually don't plan on getting married at all. But if Yuu gets married first, I might be forced to go on a blind date. Please don't let that happen."
"Don't use me as an excuse. Be it a blind date or whatever, just get married."
"Even though the candidate might be an old man, you know. Are you okay if I marry a man who is the same age as Dad?"
"Yeah, I'm okay"
"Gosh, my young body will be dirtied by the oily hands of an old man...."
"Oh. You sometimes say l*wd words that even I, as a boy, didn't think would come from you.."
...
"Sorry I'm a naughty girl."
I don't have a sweet image.
"The most important thing is that you have to be able to see the world from the perspective of the person you are talking to."
Even though she's such a beautiful girl, I really don't get any thrill from her.
Are there still people who do omiai (matchmaking meetings) nowadays?"
"Yeah, there are. In fact, right after graduating high school, it could be consecutive. Maybe the photos have been spread among acquaintances. That's why I haven't decided my future yet."
"Oh, I remember when you were in first year, you submitted a future planning form with nothing in it and got scolded by the teacher."
"Because I was told to fill in anything, I wrote "become Yuu's wife" but I got scolded instead."
That is indeed worthy of being scolded.
Don't use other people's names carelessly.
That's why, since then, teachers often check "Do you have a smartphone?" I do have one, but I have no plans to use it.
"...But, in this Reiwa era, is there still omiai between wealthy families?"
"There is, but it's outdated in my opinion. I don't want to choose that path in life."
"Moreover, the partner can be twice as old."
"Then, I will be your protector at that time... ...Because we are best friends."
After saying that cool thing, I turned around with a confident face.
However, Himari's face turned red as she held back her laughter. Her cheeks were puffy like a squirrel's, shaking.
Of course I noticed.... ...I felt like I was being played.
"Nowadays, there's no way such a meeting could happen. Have you read too many adult novels or something?"
"The one who started talking about oily hands was you, wasn't it!?" Himari laughed for a moment, then ruffled my hair.
"Don't worry, I won't leave you in the middle of the road. I plan to enjoy this special place for a while."
She put both her arms around my neck, hugging me tightly.
I clapped both of her hands in protest.
My nape~. That special place, my nape is suffocating~"
"You are the man with the most comfortable neck to hug in Japan~"
"Since when is there a title like that? Nothing makes me happy, you know?"
"Aren't I the woman with the most comfortable arms for hugging people in Japan~"
"Hmm, I'm not sure. To claim that, your arms might be a little too slender... ...Eh, hey, don't press your arms so hard!?"
With such an atmosphere, we joked around as usual, until the 6 p.m. bell rang.
Sports clubs can operate until 8 p.m., but cultural clubs are basically only open until 6 p.m.. This part of the building will be locked soon, we have to go home before that.
"Today we will call it a day!"
"I guess so!"
"Don't just 'I guess so' me, hey, you help me out too!! Then let go off my neck and stand on your own two feet, don't hang around and make noise, if you drag it then my neck will really get strangled, hey."
Before going to the lab, I stopped by the vending machine corner to buy some yogurt. Because I was always given Himari to drink, I became addicted to lactic acid bacteria.
Inserting a coin into the machine, I pressed the button. A cardboard package fell into the collection area.
"Sometimes silence is beautiful, huh."
Having fun with Himari was fun, but enjoying silence was the true sign of a man, Dad said. Even though I knew it was just an excuse because Dad couldn't beat Mom in talking, I liked his words.
"...Hmm?"
From a distance, a female student walked over. Her black hair with a hint of red, long and straight.
...Well, maybe it was meant to honor her real family. It's hard to be born into a rich family.
Her long and slightly sharp eyes. She looked a bit fierce.
Her uniform was worn casually, the chest of the shirt slightly open.
From the color of her tie, she seemed to be a second year student too. I didn't know her name. I don't think we were in the same class last year.
Although they are both beautiful, Himari gives a feeling of comfort. If I had to compare, she is like a fairy living in a quiet forest. Like a character in a game that restores your energy when you meet her.
But, this black-haired girl gave off the impression of a sharp knife. She seemed like a modern person. Maybe she was casually gossiping about her boyfriend behind her back. She had the same aura as Big Sis.
...She is very beautiful.
"..."
She looked at me sharply.
Oh, she knew I saw her. I quickly looked away.
...I'm just an ordinary person.
For your information, I'm not very good at socializing with beautiful women, but I like them.
...It feels very contradictory, but what I mean is "they are great as inspiration for accessory designs." Talking to them directly is really scary for me.
Beautiful women are best when they are silent.
At that moment, I was imagining accessories that would suit the black-haired girl.
From a quick glance, she seemed like someone who really cared about her appearance. Her makeup was perfect, and she didn't forget about accessories to accentuate her look. Hair clips, necklaces... ...for her face, that was enough. Not that more is better.
Therefore, the only place where accessories can fit is from the neck down. Her nails are also painted in pastel colors, and rings may be too flashy.
So, what I should target is her wrist... (Exactly! A loose bracelet like that... Wait a minute?)
What caught my attention was her left hand that was supporting her bag. On her wrist, there was a flower accessory that I had made.
Tan Hime.
A flower that has white, large, and shiny petals, as if it were a symbol of beauty. The meaning behind the flower is no less beautiful: "Enchanting beauty", "Ephemeral love", and "Just once, I want to meet her."
...I remember.
Because Tan Hime is the size of a palm, after being processed into a preserved flower, the petals and flower threads are separated and made into accessories. It is made with resin in the shape of a heart, similar to the necklace that Himari wears, and is hung on a metal bracelet.
Two years ago, it was one of the items I sold at the Middle School Cultural Festival. It was one of my best works at that time. The deep meaning behind the flower is also the reason why it is still remembered.
...Apart from Himari, there are still people who use my work from that time.
Compared with ordinary preserved flowers, those hardened with resin can last for years as long as they are well cared for.
However, in the end, it was just an accessory. For women, accessories were often temporary. In other words, they could easily get bored with them. Unless it was a wedding ring or something special, perhaps only a weirdo like Himari would wear the same thing over and over again.
I'm not sad. It was fate.
I am proud of my work, but I have no intention of forcing it on the people who buy it. Asking them to always feel the feelings I put into the work without fading is something very arrogant.
Anyway, I was just a little surprised.
(Has such a beautiful girl ever been my customer...?)
Not remembering it is also not strange. At that time I was very busy with transactions.
Anyway, I will tell Himari about this brief encounter later. It is clear that she will tease me by saying, "You fell in love? You must have fallen in love, right?"
I grabbed a yogurt from the vending machine and walked past her.
The black-haired girl took out her wallet in front of the vending machine. She was probably going to drink during club activities.
As I walked, I stuck the straw into a yogurt box, then remembered that this was for later.
Should I buy a second one? But if I go back now, it'll look suspicious...
I hoped the black-haired girl had left. With that hope, I turned to the vending machine.
...She was still there. She was inserting coins. That's when I realized something.
Tan Hime bracelet on her hand was gone. Did she keep it in her bag for this short time? While thinking so, I looked down.
And she also bent down to take her drink.
"Oh..."
It is not clear who made the sound.
The voice was softer than I expected, so maybe it was her voice. Or maybe we both let it out at the same time. Either way, we were both focused on the same thing.
Under the feet of the black-haired girl... ...Tan Hime flower accessory fell there.
The connecting part of the bracelet was broken. It was bought with the middle school club budget. Of course, it would deteriorate. Actually, the accessory was durable.
That's how I felt at that time.
More than calm... ...Well, "passionate" might be a more accurate word. Over the years, I've made hundreds of accessories. I put passion into each piece, but I rarely look back.
Because accessories are consumer goods.
It was an encounter that will never be repeated, and that is what it is all about.
If you misunderstand the essence of it, it is not a business. What Himari and I are aiming for is not something unique, but it is also not ordinary. We are not artists, but craftsmen.
However, it might be different for the girl.
"Oh, no..."
The black-haired girl quickly picked up the fallen accessory.
She carefully wiped the resin surface with a handkerchief and checked for scratches. From het movements alone, I could tell that she cherished the accessory very much.
She touched the broken part and quickly let go. It seemed like she had accidentally pricked her finger with the sharp part. She hurriedly sucked on the tip of her finger... ...but her eyes remained fixed on the broken accessory.
Her eyes were a little teary.
She looked like the type of person who would throw a broken accessory into the nearest trash can. However, she looked as if the world had ended, and it pierced my heart.
That's why, without thinking, I spoke to her. "I can fix it, you know..."
"Huh?"
The black-haired girl looked at me in surprise.
However, I kept staring at the beautiful face of the black-haired girl.
...Why is that? I'm not good at socializing with beautiful women. Even if they're strangers I just met, I have a hard time looking them in the eye.
And she — in a way that instantly cooled my heartbeat, said coldly, "What do you want?" Wow, that was harsh...!
With that one sentence, there was an aura of pressure that seemed to destroy the entire atmosphere.
Of course. If a stranger suddenly said, "Would you like me to fix that accessory?" it would certainly be considered suspicious. If this happened outside of school, the police might come.
Besides, if she wanted to fix it, she could go to any accessory store. After all, it was an original design so there might be some stores that would be reluctant to fix it.
"Oh, sorry. I saw that you really appreciated it, so I... ...Forget it."
And I left immediately. Although there was a trail of yogurt spilling from my straw, I didn't have time to look at it again.
This is embarrassing.
If I tell this to Himari, she will definitely laugh out loud. I will absolutely not tell her. I will take this incident to the afterlife!
Two days later, during class.
It was a Classical Literature class, but I wasn't paying attention at all. Actually, it's always been like that lately.
...If I let my guard down, the cold eyes of the black-haired girl would reappear in my memory. A gaze as if looking at a small insect. Sure, I looked suspicious, but did she have to hate me that much?
—Pick.
From the seat next to me, a ball of paper from a notebook flew out. When I opened it, it was written in cute round letters, "Hey, Pervert. Listen to the class well~"
"..."
When I looked to the side, Himari was smiling ignorantly.
As I ignored it, the next paper ball flew towards me. It said, "Shall I find that girl for you? Maybe it's a fateful meeting~ (haha)"
She folded it and put it in her pocket. In the end, Himari's punch flew towards me. She slapped me on the right shoulder with a meaningless blow.
"Don't ignore me!"
"Eh, that's definitely something that should be ignored, you know. Do you think I'll fall for this elementary school level provocation?"
"Huh? How can you say something like that about someone's kindness?"
"Kindness? Then, what will you do after finding the girl?"
"Hehehe. Maybe I'll record a video of Yuu getting rejected."
"Reject. Why did you assume I was going to confess?"
"Don't worry. Even if you're caught as a pervert, I'll accept you. Oh, but if I'm already married by then, I'll forgive you."
"It's not just about being irresponsible..."
"Eh? So, you really want me? Should I make a reservation ticket? Just a thumbprint?"
"I already said I really don't want to... ...Hmm?" When I came to, all the students around us were staring at us.
On the podium, the old teacher of Classical Literature was staring at us sharply.
"Natsume-kun. Don't disturb Inuzuka-san's studies, okay~?"
Why me, though!?
Since Himari had a good image, somehow it seemed like I was always the one initiating everything. I couldn't accept this "Himari's magic".
"How do you respond me~?"
"Forgive me!"
After the Classical Literature class was over, it was time for lunch break.
While I was preparing bread from the convenience store, Himari came from behind and put her chin on my head. Then, she patted my shoulder in a rhythmic manner.
"Because of Yuu, I got scolded, you know~"
"Hey, do you really have no self-awareness, to say that?"
I shook my head up and down, causing Himari's chin to bump. She made a sound like "ou, ou, ou," similar to the sound a seal makes.
Some of the female classmates whispered, "Those two are always being affectionate all day,"
"They've been like that since last year,"
"Really, I wish they'd stop being like that."
I'm sorry that my best friend didn't understand the situation properly...
"By the way, Yuu. Are you still upset about what happened the day before yesterday?"
"I'm not upset at all. I'm very calm."
"But why haven't you done anything since the day before yesterday?"
"Ugh..."
"Don't worry too much. Being considered a pervert by a beautiful girl, that should be an honor."
"That doesn't make any sense. Where did that information come from?"
"From Big Bro. When I told him that Yuu was considered a pervert by a beautiful girl, he said, 'I'll pay for it, let's switch places.'"
"Why does he, even though he's handsome and has a good personality, have such strange tastes?"
"Hahaha. Maybe it's hereditary?"
"Hereditary..."
"Everyone in my family has some kind of fetish. Grandpa went to Europe because he originally had a fetish for blue eyes."
"So, it was passed down to you, huh?"
"Yeah, you know that, huh. I also have an eye fetish, and for now Yuu's spirit eyes are the best."
"Thank you ..."
Speaking of which, about the incident with the black-haired girl a few days ago, of course I couldn't hide it forever. As a result, for the past two days, I have become Himari's toy.
"But fortunately, there is still a person who keep Yuu's first flower accessory carefully."
"Yeah, really a weirdo."
"Hey, I really appreciate that choker necklace too, you know!"
"Honestly, I think you're the weirdest..."
Over the years, I've made many new accessories for Himari. However, this flower choker is the only one she never takes off.
Of course, I'm grateful.... ...But somehow, I feel ticklish when I think about it.
While talking with Himari, one of my classmates called out to me.
"Natsume-kun. There's a guest for you."
Guests for me? That's rare. Sorry to say, but I don't have many friends like Himari. I don't really hang out much after school.
When I was about to go to the corridor, that person showed his face to the class.
"Hey, Natsu! I came to play!"
"...Oh, Makishima."
A rather flamboyant brown-haired young man waved his hand.
Makishima Shinji.
He was my classmate last year. We started talking quite often because we happened to sit next to each other when we first started school. Even though we are in different classes this year, if we meet in the hallway or during class together, we always greet each other.
In short, he is the only male friend I have... ...Maybe the way I say it sounds complicated, but the point is he is the only friend I have besides Himari.
"What's wrong, playboy?"
"Hahaha! What are you doing greeting me like that? But that's what I like about you♪"
Makishima is a true playboy.
He has dated many girls, and every time there is always drama. When he appears in class, several girls in our class hiss with angry expressions, which shows his reputation... ...Does he really have a strong mentality?
"If you're looking for an English dictionary, I didn't bring it today, you know."
"I didn't come to borrow that. There's something I want to ask you, Natsu."
For the record, "Natsu" is a nickname for me. From my full name, Natsume Yuu.
While I was thinking about what Makishima wanted to ask me, Himari suddenly spoke up from behind me.
"Hey, Makishima-kun! What's wrong?"
"Hey. Himari-chan. How are you?"
"Hehe, thanks to you, I'm enjoying high school life as usual."
"That's good. I lent you my 'Natsu', so that should be it."
Himari's eyebrows trembled for a moment. She immediately hugged my arm tightly and with a rather sharp smile, she replied,
"That's right. Thank you for always playing with my 'Yuu', Makishima-kun."
"...Hmph!"
They stared at each other with high intensity.
Hey, wait a minute. Why are you two staring at each other so hard as if you're betting on ownership of me? I'm mine, okay! And the ones who pay my tuition fees are my parents!
"...You two were dating in middle school, right? Why is your relationship so bad now?"
For your information, Makishima was apparently Himari's ex-boyfriend before she met me. I was quite shocked when I first heard about it. Seriously, relationships between people in rural areas are very narrow. They were both the type to move between partners easily, so it felt a little strange to think about it now.
Himari smiled with an expression that seemed to know something.
"Even though he's just a friend to pass the time, I don't want to remember the past with him."
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Because you were dating five girls at once, I got a lot of trouble from other girls who were jealous of me, you know?"
"Hahaha. You accepted someone's confession even though you didn't like him, so this is the result. You treat me on the same level as other boys. Just take it as a lesson."
In a typical way, Makishima is so sassy.
...So, is the reason Himari is avoiding romance because of Makishima? This is the first time I've heard of it, but she really is the type of person who is difficult to deal with.
"So, Makishima, what do you want to ask me?"
"Oh, that's right. I almost forgot."
Then, Makishima started his main question.
"Did you talk to a girl near the vending machine after school the day before yesterday?"
"A girl?"
Was he talking about the black-haired girl? When I realized that, my face immediately paled.
"Is she Makishima's girlfriend now? Well, I talked to her, but it wasn't because I wanted to seduce her or anything..."
"No, no, that's not the problem."
He pointed his finger at my chest.
...Even though I'm okay, I feel a little awkward with his touch.
"So, it's you huh. I guessed that after hearing the description."
"Description? What do you mean?"
His finger that had been pointing at me then slid to the side.
When he looked out of the classroom door into the hallway, he saw the girl we were talking about earlier. So, she was the black-haired girl.
"Oh."
"Hello."
She just said that before immediately turning her face away. Still cold as usual.
But then, Makishima started to poke the girl on her forehead.
"Hey, Rin-chan, you should greet him politely!"
"That hurts, Shi-kun."
Shi-kun?
Oh, Shi from Makishima Shinji. Wait a minute, can you two not act all lovey-dovey in front of our class? Others might get mad...
Wait, why do I feel like something just came back to me?
"Makishima, what is your relationship?"
"She's the girl from the cake shop behind my house. In short, she's my childhood friend. She's one of the few girls I promised not to approach. Please be nice to her."
"Oh, thanks for that completely unnecessary info."
So there are childhood friends between boys and girls in the real world.
Moreover, she is so beautiful. I am really impressed. Makishima is also handsome, they are like a couple in a manga.
While I was thinking about that, Himari reacted.
"Oh, isn't that Enocchi? Is the person Yuu told me about Enocchi?"
"Enocchi?"
The black-haired girl also seemed to recognize Himari.
"...Hii-chan?"
Hii-chan? ...Oh, Himari dissuades Hii-chan.
This situation suddenly became like a battle of nicknames.
...Wait a minute, why does everyone know everyone except me? I feel left out. Can you explain a little?
"Himari, what's the relationship between you two?"
"Yuu also has a relationship with her. Remember, during the Cultural Festival, she was the little sis of the model who helped us."
I understand now.
At the Cultural Festival in middle school, the model's Tw*tter (now X) account was the reason why the flower accessories I found sold out. Himari's big bro was a friend of the model. From that relationship, Himari and the black-haired girl probably knew each other. Himari also had a wide social network.
"Then, um... what's your name?"
"...Enomoto Rion."
Oh, what a nice name.
"So, Enomoto-san, what do you want from me, not from Himari?"
"..."
Her expression looked displeased. I wasn't the one who called her, but...
We can't talk if this continues. Makishima, who realized that, asked Enomoto to talk further.
"Rin-chan, tell me what you want right away. Yuu seems to be having a hard time."
"Shi-kun, I told you, don't call me that."
"Oh, your name is Rion, I just called you Rin-chan."
I wonder who started this habit of giving nicknames, whether it was Makishima or Enomoto. Oh, it doesn't matter who it is.
"...Um, come on."
Enomoto held out something with both hands. In her palms was something familiar.
"Accessories from that time?"
A metal bracelet with a moon flower pattern. Of course, the link was still broken. That was why she didn't wear it on her left hand today.
While thinking so, Enomoto-san started talking about her needs.
"I've tried calling accessory stores and shopping malls, but they said they don't accept repairs unless it's a specific brand. My friends also said it might be better to just buy a new one..."
"Oh, I see."
So she wanted to ask for another improvement from the previous time.
I was relieved. I thought Makishima would say something like "Don't mess with my stuff", but... ...wait, why did my imagination feel so old-fashioned? Was this a yakuza movie?
"How about after school today?"
"Hmm."
She answered while averting her gaze. I guess that means she agrees.
"Then, I'll take it. eh?"
As I was about to take the accessory, she pulled her hand back.
What's the problem? How should I respond? I still don't understand her character because I just met her, so please don't play around like that.
"...I was worried you would ruin it, so I wanted to see the process."
"Oh, I see."
Even if she doesn't trust me, that's okay.
I have no problem with that, and I understand that she really appreciates it.
"Then, can you come to the Science Lab after school?"
"Hmm."
It looks like today will be a different day than usual.
After school, while waiting for Enomoto-san in the Science Lab, I heard about her personality from Himari.
"So in the end, Himari and Enomoto-san met through their big siblings?"
"Yeah. We used to be close in the same elementary school, but not so close now. We were in different classes last year too."
"Oh, so you two are from the same elementary school?"
"It's actually a bit different. We were best friends and hang out a few times in elementary school."
"Like a family gathering?"
"Yeah, something like that. But not family, but because of the cake order."
"...Cake?"
"Makishima-kun told you, right? Enomoto-san's house is a cake shop."
"Oh, I see."
So they hang out together while helping the family business, which is cake delivery.
"The cakes from Enomoto-san's shop are really delicious. They got compliments from the neighbors too."
"Oh, I want to try it."
"I'm still ordering cakes from there, so how about you come to Mom's birthday party next month?"
"Why? Why should I come to your mom's birthday party? That's weird."
"Mom and Dad have been feeling lonely without you lately."
"Actually, that's what made me not want to come..."
Why is Himari's family so friendly to me? How am I supposed to say happy birthday in such a situation?
"Back to Enomoto-san, after that we often played together while delivering cakes. But when we entered the upper grades of elementary school, we stopped playing together. Our schools were also different, so we didn't meet again."
"So you know she went to our high school?"
"Yeah. We talked a few times during freshman year."
I already understand their relationship.
But it's amazing that Himari remembers her childhood friends. I barely even remember my friends when I played soccer in elementary school.
"So, she goes to a different middle school?"
"Yeah. I think she got the flower bracelet from her big sis."
That makes sense.
I also don't feel like she's the type of person I would be in a relationship with.
"So, does she know I'm the maker?"
"Better not to tell her, I think. You saw, she was very concerned about that bracelet?"
"I didn't know she had any special feelings for it, but she did seem to really appreciate it."
"Yeah, it's better not to reveal her that. Because it might change her memories about the bracelet."
"Hey. The fact that I made it is considered a nuisance...?"
"That's not what I mean. Beautiful memories should remain pure, right? No matter what information you give, it can ruin the memories. There's no need to mess up precious memories by mentioning such things."
Hmm. She's right too.
I don't really want to show off that I'm the creator, so I'll follow Himari's advice.
After school, I was waiting for Enomoto-san in the Science Lab when Himari told me about her personality.
"Hey, Yuu. You must want to take this beautiful, big-br*asted cake shop princess as your chance, right?"
"No way. But I didn't ask with that in mind... ...wait, big-br*asted?"
Himari looked serious. She nodded with teary eyes.
"...They're really big. I saw them while changing clothes during gym class in first year."
"Really...?"
I didn't realize because her uniform was loose...
Honestly, I don't care. But Himari should stop giving me unwanted information.
"Back in elementary school, she was very doll-like and very cute. But when she enrolled high school, she became a stunning beauty. Oh, totally my type..."
"Oh yeah? Himari really likes that type of girl. It is the same as Big Sis..."
"That's right. I really like your big sis. Beautiful women are the treasures of the world..."
"But even so, this is the first time I've heard about Enomoto-san from you. You two aren't that close, are you?"
Himari looked sad and said,
"Actually, I want to be close to her, but I feel like I'm being avoided."
"Hey, you have great communication skills. It's very rare for you to be avoided."
"Hmm. During PE class together at the beginning of high school, we changed clothes together. And at that time..."
I understood immediately.
From his hand movements, I could guess what she was doing.
"You don't have to tell me. I have a bad feeling about this."
"It's just a fleeting wish! The opportunity to achieve something that big might only come once in a lifetime!"
"I said no need to tell me! That's a valid reason to avoid!"
"You will definitely be awake LOL!"
"Hey, Himari! Don't laugh! Maybe because of what you did earlier, she's become wary of me."
"Alright, let's get started..."
I asked Enomoto-san to sit on the seat in front of me and accepted the broken bracelet from her.
First, I checked the damage. As expected, the joint part was damaged. In other words, the joined rings had rubbed against each other, reducing their durability.
To fix it, I just need to replace the entire part. Although I don't have the exact same part, I have a few similar ones in my stock. Since it's not from a cheap store, the quality is certainly better than before.
...As I thought about that, I remembered Himari's earlier words.
"Hey, Enomoto-san. Can I ask you something?"
"...You can't fix it?"
She doesn't seem to trust me...
Well, that's natural. In Enomoto-san's eyes, I was just a "weird boy who seemed to be good with his hands".
If it wasn't for Himari or Makishima, she probably wouldn't have asked me to fix it.
"Oh, no. I mean, um..."
"...Can you explain it clearly?"
Enomoto-san looked at me with an annoyed expression while tapping her fingers. She looked really annoyed... ...and yeah, she had big br*asts. Both of her br*asts looked like they were about to jump out... ...wait, that's not the point. Himari, don't put strange ideas into my mind.
Suddenly, Himari interrupted.
"Stop, stop. Enocchi you look a little scary."
"Hii-chan."
She still looked unhappy, but at least she stopped chasing me.
"Yuu-kun is a bit timid. Even so, he tries hard to communicate with people he just met. So, could you be a little friendlier to him?"
"I am not mad."
"But, Enocchi, the wrinkles on your forehead have been deep since earlier. Look at this."
"Huh!?"
Suddenly, Himari pointed the mirror at Enomoto-san, startling her. In an instant, Enomoto-san stumbled and almost fell backward. Enomoto-san's hands spun in the air, trying to balance herself.
"Huh? Enocchi?"
"Ah, wait, eh. argh!?"
Enomoto-san just fell down, along with her seat. Himari and I just stared with wide eyes.
...It turns out that the human body really can't move in a situation like this.
"Enocchi!?"
"Hey, are you okay!?"
Himari and I immediately helped Enomoto-san get up.
Luckily, Enomoto-san didn't seem to have hit her head. However, she seemed to have hit her elbow hard, causing her eyes to turn red from holding back tears.
"...Eh, eh."
"E-Enocchi? Excuse me? Are you okay?"
Suddenly, Enomoto-san shouted loudly.
"You said you could fix it, so fix it now!"
"Yeah, yeah, is this my fault (?)..."
Who would have thought she would fall so hard...
Is she really like that? I mean, like, um...
"Enocchi, you are always so awkward, huh?"
Himari really said it out loud!
Then Enomoto-san replied with a red face.
"It's your fault, Hii-chan!!"
"Oh, but seriously, who would have thought? ...Hahaha!~~~~!"
Enomoto-san's right arm quickly grabbed Himari's head.
Enomoto-san kept holding on tightly. Himari let out a sound like a scream as Enomoto-san tried to hit her arm.
"Hii-chan, I really hate you! You've always been so insensitive since long ago, always taking the key chains and dolls that I like!"
"I give up! Enochi, I give up! Your iron grip is dangerous! You must have strengthened your arms from making cakes! My head feels like it's going to explode!!"
"Noisy! I will take revenge that has been piling up since elementary school now!"
"Sorry, sorry! I promise I won't do it again, seriously!"
Wow...
This was the first time I saw Himari in such a state. Maybe because they were old friends, Himari couldn't use her "magic" on Enomoto-san. I wanted to learn a little from this situation.
When Enomoto-san let go of Himari, she stared at me with sharp eyes. Her expression was terrifying, as if it were the angry face of a goddess.
"Natsume-kun. Fix it now!"
"O-Okay, I'll do it now."
In a hurry, I picked up the broken accessory. Forgive me, Enomoto-san, but the mood lightened a bit.
When I found out that she was the type that Himari often troubled me with, my feelings became more relaxed.
Even though I don't want to be in a situation like this as a mediator.
"Before fixing it, I want to confirm something. I can fix it, but it might require replacing some parts. So, I need you to agree to this."
"Eh... ...can't it be fixed in its current state?"
Her expression looked displeased.
"This piece, I bought it at a thousand yen store. Stores like that often change their items. So it might be hard to find the same piece from two years ago."
"...You bought it at a convenience store?"
"Oh, no. I just thought it looked like that. It was close. Very close."
I don't think there's any need to hide it, but I decided to do it with Himari.
Enomoto-san seemed reluctant to replace the part.
There must be something valuable to her in that accessory. Himari seemed to realize it too and seemed to be having a hard time convincing her.
But it is true that it is difficult to get the same part. Accessory stores and department stores refuse to repair it, mainly for that reason.
Contacting a department store to find out who made the part is probably futile, as production has most likely been discontinued. There is no way they would produce a department store part just for this repair. Furthermore, there is a chance most of these items are manufactured overseas, and there is no guarantee that the manufacturer still exists.
To fix it, I need to ask Enomoto-san to commit. If that's not possible, it's hard for me to fix it.
"I will maintain this "Epiphyllum oxypetalum" resin. That's my promise. If we use it with more durable parts, you can wear it even longer."
"But..."
"If that's not possible... ...how about putting it in a collection box and decorating the room? I think I can make decorations that suit your request."
She compared the bracelet to my face.
Her expression was like a confused child. Although her first impression was a bit harsh, perhaps she had a rather innocent nature. She had also been playing around with Himari earlier.
While thinking about that, Enomoto-san said.
"...I want to wear it."
"So, can I replace the parts?"
"Hmm."
Reluctantly, she nodded.
...This took a long time. Honestly, I feel really tired after this. I'm not the type to usually discuss accessories with other people, so I really want to go home and take a shower now.
...But, maybe this fatigue is mostly because of Himari.
"Okay, I will start now. Please wait a moment."
I unlocked the iron shelf behind and took out a toolbox. Inside was also a box containing stock materials.
From there, I chose a metal rod that had a similar color and shape to this bracelet. Coral color, cylindrical shape with a length of about 1 cm. I placed it on the table to imagine how it would look once connected.
"How about? Like this?"
"Hmm..."
"Can I measure your wrist?"
"...Is this okay?"
She held out her left wrist and I measured it with a measuring tape.
Her wrist size is almost the same as Himari's. But it seems like it would be more fitting if Enomoto-san's bracelet was a little looser, to match her clothing style.
"Okay, I'll start."
"...Okay. Please do."
The first step is to unwrap the Epiphyllum oxypetalum ring.
However, it is easy. Just need to cut with sharp pliers. It does not require much force because it is already damaged.
However, you have to be careful not to damage the resin of Epiphyllum oxypetalum. This is easy, but it has to be done carefully. Who makes it with such detail? Oh, that's me.
"...Finished."
Maybe I should do some maintenance on this resin part... ...But, maybe she'll feel bad if I touch it too much. Good thing I care about other people's feelings.
Then in the connection section...
"...Hello, Hii-chan."
"What?"
"What is your relationship with this boy?"
"Hey. Are you curious? Do you like Yuu?"
"It's not like that! I'm just a little curious!"
"Hmm. It would be a shame if you rejected him so strongly."
"So, what's your relationship?"
"He's been my close friend since middle school."
"Close friends?"
"Yeah. Why? Is there something strange?"
"...No. So what are you two doing in this lab?"
"We are doing a Gardening Club activity. We are planting flowers on this shelf. We are also planting flowers in the back yard of the parking lot. Look, they are on this shelf."
"Wow. What is this? There are many flower buds in a cute round container..."
"It's an LED planter. With this, you can grow ornamental plants indoors that lack sunlight. Vegetables like lettuce can also grow well here, very useful."
"Amazing. I didn't know there was something like this..."
"By the way, I haven't watered the flowers today. Want to try, Enocchi?"
"Y-Yeah, okay..."
"Here, use this watering can. Call the flowers by their names, saying "you're cute" while watering them. Because the flowers are pure."
"Okay... ...Akari-chan, Izumi-chan, Ui-chan... ...You're cute..."
"That's it! Continue. Next is "Kekekekeke", "Kokokokoko"..."
"They look like P*kémon you catch a lot of for their individual value!"
"Hahaha. I can't remember everything. But Yuu can remember well."
"Great..."
"When it comes to the things he's interested in, Yuu is smarter than me. What a shame."
"But, Hii-chan. I've never heard of a Gardening Club before..."
"Maybe so. We founded it last year. We haven't recruited any other members yet."
"What are you guys doing at the club?"
"We usually observe the growth of flowers. We compile reports on flowers that can be easily grown indoors. We say there are therapeutic effects, so this is for social welfare."
"Just as an excuse..."
"Do you remember last year's graduation? We decorated the school gate with flowers. Those were the flowers we planted."
"Oh, after the ceremony, the senpais tore it up as a souvenir?"
"Yeah, that one. It's not a problem really, but I want them to take it more carefully."
...First, I have finished merging the metal rods. Yeah, it should be like this.
Next, I will connect the resin parts...
"Hii-chan, why isn't he responding at all?"
"Yuu is always like this. When he's working like this, even if a vase breaks next to him, he won't notice."
"...Have you ever tried it?"
"Hahaha. Last year, when I was changing the flower water, I accidentally dropped it."
"Oh..."
"He can't even hear our conversation right now. You can touch him and he won't notice. Want to try?"
"What?"
"Like this. You do it like this..."
"Hey, that might not be a good idea..."
"Hehe. Oh, I have to take a picture of this."
"Hey, won't he be mad later?"
...Finished.
Well, it should be like this. If only I had more time, I could pay more attention to the details... ...But, Himari and I agreed to keep it simple.
Hopefully she's satisfied with this result... ...Hmm?
There was something strange on my head. To be exact, it felt like my hair was being pulled.
Then, Himari gave me a mirror.
"Look at yourself in the mirror!♪"
"What?"
My hair, somehow, was tied up with lots of red ribbons.
"Ah!"
Unconsciously, I screamed in fear when I saw myself. It was the decoration I prepared for the accessory!
"Himari! What are you doing?!"
"Hehehe. I was shocked to hear your scream, it sounded like a little girl... ...hahaha!"
Pointing at me, Himari burst out laughing.
"I tried to remove the ribbon, but my hair was tangled and it was difficult to remove."
"Hey! Let go of this!"
"Okay, okay. I'll let it go. You can continue your work."
I should be the one asking that!
While Himari was trying to untie the ribbon in my hair, I gave the bracelet to Enomoto-san.
"Err, Enomoto-san. For now, can you try it?"
"Hmm..."
I put the bracelet on her wrist.
The size is as I expected. Now just to see how it feels to wear it.
When I lifted my head, our eyes met. She looked like she was about to laugh before finally... ...she burst out laughing.
"Don't laugh! Hey, Himari! Take this off now!"
From behind, I heard Himari grumbling.
"Sorry, Yuu. But this is hard to take off..."
"You're serious?!"
"It's okay. If this can't be removed until you're 30, maybe... ...hmm, you could cut your hair?"
"You should take responsibility and help me, not like this!"
Himari's face turned red.
"Eh, Yuu. If you're still single until you're 30, do you plan on marrying me? ...Then, should I tell Big Bro?"
"Hey, don't just say things like that while being shy!"
"Well, I really doubt whether Big Bro can get married or not. I really don't want to take care of him when he's old."
"You can't just hand over the responsibility to someone else!"
"Sometimes, Yuu is selfish, huh?"
"Selfish? Are you sure even if it's me?!"
Suddenly, Enomoto-san smiled seeing us.
"Hehe, haha. This must be Himari's fault... ...hehe. We were shocked to see her."
Her childlike smile seemed to melt the previously tense atmosphere. When I looked at Himari, she said with a proud face.
"See, it's thanks to me."
"...You must have just been talking nonsense, right?" Well, at least the atmosphere became lighter.
After checking the size of the bracelet, I started working on the final clasp part.
♦♦♦
[Himari's POV]
"Hey, Himari, what's your relationship with Natsume-kun?"
When Enocchi asked me that, I felt a little annoyed. I'll tell you the truth.
I don't see Yuu as the opposite sex.
I don't even really understand romance. Is it something that important?
"You're going out with Natsume-kun, aren't you, Himari-san?"
Since I started spending time with Yuu, I've been asked this question hundreds of times. It's like a song that plays over and over again.
What bothers me the most is when those from different school years ask me. Like, "What's your relationship with Natsume-kun?"
Isn't that strange?
A few days ago, even at the committee meeting, I was asked again.
A senpai from the third year... ...what's his name again? Oh, it doesn't matter. The important thing is not Yuu. He asked without preamble.
"You're often with that tall boy. It seems like you two get along, don't you?"
With a smile, I replied, "What does that have to do with you, Senpai?"
He immediately realized he had no chance and left quickly.
It's really annoying.
Why did he feel the need to comment like that? He should have asked about Yuu first, shouldn't he?
Does Yuu's value only depend on whether he's going out with me or not?
That's so stupid.
People who don't know Yuu's worth have no right to reject my worth. They also have no right to force their views on me.
Can boys and girls be normal friends? Of course.
Otherwise, what does this feeling mean? Is my desire to support Yuu's dream just a tool for kissing or something more?
That's ridiculous. If I wanted to kiss Yuu, I wouldn't be walking around like this.
I'm tired of all of this. I don't plan on rejecting people who are truly in love, but I hope they don't impose their views on us.
Everyone has different views and values. And I hope that whoever Yuu ends up dating will respect our views.
"Because if you become a couple, there will definitely be a 'goodbye' time, right? That must be sad."
While thinking like that, the sky started to cloud over and rain fell.
It started raining just as Yuu finished the bracelet. After leaving the lab together, we changed into our shoes at the locker and stood looking up at the cloudy sky.
Yuu looked at the rain with a face that looked like the world was ending.
"Himari, isn't the weather supposed to be sunny today?"
"Oh, they said it would be cloudy tonight."
"Really? I didn't check properly..."
However, the weather forecast said that it would rain after midnight. It turned out that today's forecast was quite accurate.
So what should we do? But looking at the situation, the answer is clear.
As I expected, Yuu started to move.
"I'm riding a bike, so I'll go home first. See you tomorrow."
"Why don't we take the bus home together?"
"No, I'm fine. There's no bus that fits me tomorrow morning."
With those words, he quickly left. I knew he was lying a little.
Actually, he felt awkward because Enocchi was there. Yuu was not used to girls. Maybe he felt uncomfortable being in the same room with a girl he didn't know.
(If it's like this, it seems like it'll be hard for Yuu to get a girlfriend...)
...However, the fact that Yuu spoke to Enocchi was surprising to me. Even more surprising was that he could speak with his eyes not looking away even though it was the first time they met. Although there was the problem with the flower accessory, that was something that rarely happened.
But, after knowing it was Enocchi, I could understand.
She was indeed beautiful. So much different from other girls who only had looks. She was probably the most beautiful after me. She had the potential to make Yuu forget his discomfort with girls.
Beautiful face, well-proportioned body. She may seem easy to misunderstand, but she is actually very kind. Even though I often tease her, she always forgives me in the end. That is why I feel comfortable with her. Plus, she is good at cooking because her family owns a cake shop. She is indeed the ideal girl to marry.
(Could Yuu really fall in love with her?)
Hmm. But Yuu is... ...yeah, he's like that. Honestly, sometimes I feel like he's only interested in flowers...
If we compare them to magnets, they are like the same pole. If one of them becomes aggressive, there might be a chance. Enocchi is not completely closed off. She never shows a smile to someone she is not really interested in.
"...Hii-chan?"
As I was nodding my head in thought, Enocchi called out to me.
"Hm? Oh, sorry. What is it?"
"I checked the bus schedule. The next bus will be here soon."
"Oh, really? Let's go home together."
Sharing an umbrella with a beautiful girl. Hehehe. What a great advantage. Sorry, Yuu. Thank you for coming home alone wet. Hope you don't catch a cold tomorrow.
"Hey, Himari-san."
"Oh, what's wrong?"
"You didn't listen to what I said earlier. What's wrong with you?"
"Oh, I was just wondering if Yuu was okay..."
Actually, I can't say that I'm admiring Enocchi's beauty. She might feel uncomfortable hearing that.
Beauty is a worldly treasure. Admiring it has nothing to do with gender. I want to take her home. I want to host her in my house until she is completely relaxed.
With my folding umbrella, the two of us headed to the bus stop in front of the school.
...It just occurred to me, Yuu really hasn't been coming to my house lately.
Maybe it was because of my teenage years, but it made me a little lonely.
My whole family is also waiting for Yuu to come hang out. Maybe Yuu has a personality that matches the Inuzuka family's DNA.
"...So, ...what is it?"
"Wow! Sorry, Enocchi. I wasn't listening again!"
Ouch. She looked really angry.
Enocchi may not express her feelings directly, but she always shows it on her face. Oh, but her angry gaze... ...oh, I like it. Be careful, I might develop strange feelings.
With an annoyed face, Enocchi asked again. She was so cute.
"You're really not going out with Yuu?"
"Come again?"
"...Yuu."
"Hmm?"
Oh, I mean...
When I was suspicious of the relationship between Yuu and Enocchi, it turned out that Enocchi also doubted my relationship with Yuu. As the saying goes, when you stare at the abyss, the abyss also stares back at you.
"We're not really dating. We're just best friends."
"You said you would marry him earlier..."
"Haha! It was just a joke. Everyone in our class knows."
"But a boy and a girl who are always together like you guys..."
"If you say that, then everyone in the world must be in a relationship, right?"
"...Eh. Okay, I get it."
She's cute!
Her face turned red just by hearing the word "intercourse"! You look so modern but still innocent huh!?
Oh, I want to take her home. I want to take a bath with her. I want to communicate in a way that would make all the boys in this world jealous, using my privilege as a girl.
No, it doesn't mean I can only love the same sex.
"One must be honest with one's desire to admire something beautiful."
That's my life motto.
And that is the main reason why I helped Yuu.
Well, I can't say Yuu is handsome. Maybe just average? Not bad? I've been with him for a long time so it's hard to judge. But I don't think he's ugly.
It's not really like that. I like those eyes, the ones that glow rainbows when he's making flower accessories. I don't know why, but I really like them. It feels like something deeper than the Inuzuka family's DNA. They're like glass balls that burn with passion. But they look like they'll break if touched, so I can't touch them. To me, that's Yuu's value.
I don't think I can ever be apart from Yuu. He will probably be my best friend forever. And maybe it will end when Yuu stops making flower accessories. That's why I will continue to help Yuu. I don't think this feeling will be understood by others. So I didn't say it, because humans tend to attack what they don't understand. Because of these ocean blue eyes, I know that. I want to stay in this "special seat just for me".
"Hii-chan!"
"Wow, sorry...! What? The bus is here? Want to come to my house? Take a bath together?"
"What does that last one mean...?"
Oopsies, I guess I was too honest with my wishes..
Please don't pull away like that. It feels cold. Don't worry, I won't hurt you... ...Eh, I don't think so.
"Hii-chan, can we talk for a moment?"
"Hmm?"
Her expression was serious. Is this a serious matter?
Of course, tell me your problem. As long as it is within the reach of Grandpa and Big Bro, I will help.
"Hii-chan, you've had a boyfriend, right?"
"This is so sudden. What's wrong?"
"Eh, I mean, you seem popular."
"Yeah, I am."
"You didn't deny it..."
It was a fact, so there was no way to deny it. But, about a boyfriend... ...She really didn't expect it.
"I've had boyfriends a lot, but they usually break up quickly. In fact, I go out just to break up."
"Going out just to break up...?"
"I mean, there were boys who kept approaching me even though I said no. So I dated them for a while, let them know how bad it was and we broke up. So there were no problems after that."
"That... ...is that okay?"
"In my experience, rejecting someone when they confess their feelings can be more dangerous. So, I have a special smartphone for that. I give them the number from that smartphone, and then say "my parents took my smartphone at night", so I don't have to reply to their messages."
"Wow... ...that's amazing..."
"It wasn't anything great. During that time, I couldn't hang out with Yuu. It really stressed me out. If something big happened, it would also be a bother to Big Bro, so it was hard for me too."
Even though it is destiny to be popular, it is really troublesome.
No matter how quickly we parted ways, I usually couldn't see Yuu for about a week.
Besides, Yuu would also say, "You broke up again? You really can't hold on, huh," which annoyed me a little.
"So, can I be a place for Enocchi to talk?"
"So, that's... ...eh..."
Carefully choosing her words, Enocchi said,
"Is there anyone among them who confessed to you without even seeing your face?"
"...Yeah?"
That was totally unexpected.
By "them", she's probably talking about my ex-boyfriends (hehe). I might not remember all of them, but admitting without seeing my face... ...eh, under what circumstances?
"Oh, you mean friends from the internet or something?"
"Not really friends, actually..."
Huh?! Not friends?
I mean it's a one-way relationship. So, it might be...
"Oh, an actor or a comedian!"
"As a feeling, maybe close to that..."
"But you don't know his face, right? How is that possible?"
The more I thought about it, the more confused I became.
I became impatient and patted Enocchi on the back.
"If you want to say something, say it clearly!"
"Eh... ...Okay."
It seemed like Enocchi gave up and finally started talking about the main thing.
"You know, my family owns a cake shop, right? Big Sis always wanted to go to the big city, so I thought I'd be the one to take over the shop..."
Wait a minute. Suddenly the story changes from a love story to a heartwarming story.
I like the part where she doesn't seem to be very good at communicating, similar to Yuu. If Enocchi takes over the shop, I think the Inuzuka Family will always be on good terms with her.
"So? Go ahead!"
"When I helped bake cakes, Mom often said, 'Even bad people can make good things. But only people with good hearts can make things that touch other people's hearts.' Maybe Mon wanted me to be a good person..."
Oh, I see.
Honestly, I understand what she's trying to say.
"So, you found something that touched your heart? Even though you've never seen his face, you fell in love with him, right?"
"Yeah, more or less like that..."
She averted her gaze and her cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
Hmm, she seems really serious. And she's so cute. Is she really this cute? At this moment, Enocchi might be cuter than me.
Yuu, I'm sorry. I thought there was a possibility with you, but it seems like there's no way. Too bad, this beautiful, thoughtful girl seems to have someone she loves. I'm sorry. It seems like you should still enjoy your youth with me as a friend.
While I was busy playing with those thoughts, Enocchi said,
"I feel like he's near me, even though I don't know his face..."
"Eh? Why?"
"Because he always appears on your Inst*gram."
...He's always on my Inst*gram?
What does that mean? My Inst*gram is just to promote flower accessories, right? And who appears there?
Is this a horror story? I'm scared. Wait a minute. I don't like that kind of thing. Enocchi, you shouldn't have said that without warning...
(—Oh, it's not like that.)
He appears there. Always appears there.
Enocchi didn't say "the boy's photo appeared". From her story, she didn't even know the boy's face.
But she knew the icon. Something made by the boy who stole her heart.
"Enocchi, why are you telling me this? You said you don't like me, right? You even avoided me at school..."
"..."
Enocchi raised her hand.
On her wrist was a "Queen of the Night" flower bracelet.
A flower that blooms beautifully in one night and withers in one night too.
The meaning of the flower is "Beautiful Woman", "Ephemeral Love" — "Just once, I want to meet you".
"'YOU' is Natsume-kun, right?"
Enocchi's words were not a question. Just a confirmation of a fact. Whatever my answer, she would definitely trust her intuition.
I feel too arrogant.
I feel like I'm the only one who can understand Yuu's kindness.
A "special place" prepared just for me. No one could replace it, and I'm sure the same goes for Yuu.
...The view that the friendship between Yuu and I was the best was ultimately just my arrogance.
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